I had to start asking myself if I believe in ‘soul mates.’ It felt like I was asking myself if I believe in magic.
Is there someone out there in the world created just for me. Someone to show me the world in a way I never could have understood before? Someone who could teach me the language of love, a language I thought I knew but could barely speak before.
Sometimes I think we might have several soul mates. Several people who are able to show us the world. Teach us to love. This scares me sometimes because in believing in love, I want to believe that love doesn’t die.
Love lasts forever.
I don’t want to believe in temporary, momentary love. I want to believe in forever love. Love that lasts. Love that is so powerful it is hard to control. Love that makes you do things you would’ve never done before. Say things you would’ve never said before. Love, that makes you feel something. Say something, do something that only your soul can respond to. That, is what a soul mate does to you.
I do believe there is someone, maybe even more than one person) out there with a connection to your soul. I don’t know if they already have it, or if it is something that only happens if and when you come into contact with that person…Being at the right place and at the right time isn’t enough.
I think the right place is not only about being in the right place physically, but more so mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I believe the right time is a bit more than the time of day, I think it is about both of you being in the right space in your life.
Sometimes we come into contact with our soul mate and it isn’t the right time for either of you. Maybe it is never the right time and that moment you too connected and touched, even in the simplest way, was all you needed.
Maybe our soul mates are meant to bring us something or take us somewhere. I don’t know. I don’t know what the truth is about soul mates, but I do believe we have them. I do believe there are people we are connected to and people that our souls need, even if it is just for a moment. . .
I guess I do believe in magic. . & Soul Mates.
Nina: Sometimes I just wonder if I’m going too far with you.
Darius: There’s no such place. This is a destiny type thing baby.