Hello November

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Well Well Well. How did we get here. It is already November and I really didn’t see it coming. So much has happened and changed in the last 3 months. I fell apart. I wanted to come back and post when I got myself together but I can’t. I tried so hard to listen to positive speeches and remind myself of everything I’m working towards and nothing worked. One day, I just broke..I cried and cried and cried until my eyes were swollen. I couldn’t stop it. I didn’t and don’t want to talk about it. . I try to be happy and positive all the time, but everything isn’t always peaches and cream. I know we’re suppose to look on the bright side of things, but sometimes there isn’t a bright side.  Sometimes you just need to let go. Sometimes you have to fall apart.

Even still, I have no regrets and I can only move forward from here. I am slowly coming out of whatever funk it is I’m in and finding a way to pick up the pieces. November seems like a fresh start. A new day. A new month. So, let’s see what this month has for us.

Hello November.

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17 thoughts on “Hello November

  1. It’s ok to be down or sad or depressed, in a way we have to in order to know when we are up. I am deeply impressed with how you handled your feelings. Just know you can lean on us if/whenever you might need to. God Bless you!!

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  2. I’m so sorry you’ve been going through some rough times. I believe in looking at the positive side of things in general-however, I agree with you that things aren’t always easy and sometimes falling apart is almost a better option than trying to keep yourself together. Sending love prayers and hugs to you xxx ❤

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