Well Well Well. How did we get here. It is already November and I really didn’t see it coming. So much has happened and changed in the last 3 months. I fell apart. I wanted to come back and post when I got myself together but I can’t. I tried so hard to listen to positive speeches and remind myself of everything I’m working towards and nothing worked. One day, I just broke..I cried and cried and cried until my eyes were swollen. I couldn’t stop it. I didn’t and don’t want to talk about it. . I try to be happy and positive all the time, but everything isn’t always peaches and cream. I know we’re suppose to look on the bright side of things, but sometimes there isn’t a bright side. Sometimes you just need to let go. Sometimes you have to fall apart.
Even still, I have no regrets and I can only move forward from here. I am slowly coming out of whatever funk it is I’m in and finding a way to pick up the pieces. November seems like a fresh start. A new day. A new month. So, let’s see what this month has for us.