The time has come again for us to finish out another year with family, friends, food, and sometimes gifts. I look back at 2018 in amazement of all that has happened and everything that didn't. I changed. Life is and never will be the same and I can't believe I am where I am today. … Continue reading The countdown … 46, 45, 44..
I've been trying to find my way, moving around a lot. Changing my mind. Making decisions. Life was a little fuzzy. I'd like to say I was growing the whole time, but there were moments of silence when my heart couldn't handle the sound of life. Silence is a strange friend. It reminds you that … Continue reading Focused
No . I would be lying if I said I've never been ashamed of something I've done before. But I'm not really ashamed of anything anymore. With shame comes guilt and I've been in such a place of acceptance and forgiveness of myself and other people that I have no room for shame. I've come … Continue reading Have You No Shame?
"When the student is ready the teacher will appear." Lately, I've found myself learning and relearning more each day. I am noticing that there are things that life presented to me previously that I didn't have the capacity to understand, but were essential to this process of me becoming more and living on a higher … Continue reading When the student is ready
I didn't sleep much last night. I felt like my dreams started coming out of my head. It was almost as if I couldn't contain my imagination, lol. Literary,it was like my dream started to get so real or so good that I wanted to enjoy it in real life. I believe in dreams. I … Continue reading Dream Walking
I don't have issues with authority. I have issues with people who demand that others listen and follow them. I don't want to. I'm not going to. Who told you, you were a leader? How do you know you were not called to follow? Some people think that age or position creates this circle and … Continue reading Following & Leading ?
Something Different happened today... It's amazing how things I wasn't thinking about have presented themselves as I began this challenge. I've been so focused on getting fit and to the right shape that it kind of took over my thinking in some ways. I didn't think to make this a total life challenge. I made … Continue reading Day 3: 6 Week Challenge
While sitting in a meeting, I had a thought about something that I had dreamed about recently. & then it hit me, I've been dreaming! I wake up in the morning and get myself ready to start the day, but I've neglected to ask myself, 'did you dream last night? How did you sleep? How … Continue reading I’ve Been Dreaming, Chasing Imagination
We see birds and assume they're always on their way somewhere. We're trained to think that movement must be related to a destination, a journey, an end goal. But I saw a bird today who was just flying. Flying in circles with no destination in mind, but enjoying having it's wings out, soaring, loving the wind, … Continue reading I saw a free bird today. . .
Being Sick really sucks. You never really stop to appreciate good health until you're sick. I'm missing my good health right now. I've been laying in bed for the majority of the day wondering how I could have prevented this illness. I don't know if it was just one thing or one person that gave … Continue reading Having the Flu Sucks!